Enter the world of Robert D. Wilson, a world far different than anything you've experienced or read before in any language. A world that reveals Wilson's soul and mind from the inside out. Everything's true, nothing's made up. A place where Wilson reveals his daily thoughts, feelings, memories, and more. The rides are free, many are scary, and it's a place I wouldn't take my child to visit. Nothing here is what it seems. ©2010
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
September 29. 2009
red veined plant,
pirouette again for
me on clumps
of sod, while i rest
beneath this tree's shadow
bobbing wife . . .
my in-law's home filled
with water
houses waist
high in water
and your
mother's bed, dampened
with phlegm and lost dreams
winter rain . . .
she calls her lover
a typhoon
where were you
saints of the stained glass
window, when
Christ stepped down from the
cross, treading water?
everywhere
the typhoon's path . . .
flooded homes
buddha stares
past the cries of young
mothers
carrying their babies
through flooded villages
villagers
stand in line for hours . . .
waiting
how can we
sleep in a fish bowl
of water;
the whining of wind,
the laughter of trees?
typhoon,
control your temper . . .
sweep our words
you stare
through bamboo slits
at white men
floating past you
in metal dragons
the rumble
of dragons passing
through winter
robert d. wilson
©2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
September 26, 2009
where do you
sleep when the sidewalk's
flooded
and the store eaves
have waiting lines?
what is rain
to a horny cricket ?
thick darkness
the ashes
of elders and frogs
together
in a graveyard
swapping stories
spiders, the
web they built inside
her, empty
brown out . . .
a hundred different
worlds with their
own set of wings
and nowhere to go
rain dances
on her roof without an
umbrella
typhoon!
on the telephone
talking to
a client, his puppy
takes her last breath
rambutan . . .
a sweet fruit hiding
behind thorns
brown out . . .
she burns candles
to ward off
a darkness filled
with childhood guilt
you don't scare
me typhoon, i too
blow off steam
are all the
women here takers
wanting to
be on magazine
covers in drag?
watching clouds
with his eyes closed . . .
hollow man
the frog monk
prays inside the
damp temple
asking for a
different song
calm down, dog;
form in your mind a
sutra stone
do you
dream of me at
night when
darkness walks past
you with a smile?
when the rain
stops, toads enter the
blow gun's mouth
deep sleep . . .
an urge to slip
into a
solder's armor
between dark moons
long before
dawn, comets
mimic dolphins
this morning,
rain and sun come to
the quiet . . .
nesting in a cup
of coffee
a retired man
sips morning coffee . . .
fluorescent tide
black pajama
people dodge flies
and locusts . . .
a thousand years
in deep tunnels
early morning . . .
the stream between
her legs
that moment
at night when the moon
stares at me
with a sheepish grin . . .
my wife steeping stars
September 26, 2009 : The Halo Halo People
the halo
halo people sleeping
on steps;
this heavy wind
the persistent rain
starless night . . .
ghosts lighting candles
for street kids
sleeping
above the water on
boards made
of bamboo and
dragonfly wings
storm warning . . .
the halo halo
dream of night
waking up
from the same dream
every night . . .
virgins dancing
in deep gorges
out of reach,
a brass ring waiting . . .
heavy rain
i bathe
in the light of a
nearby moon
crocheting hate into
neutered rhinos
dragonfly . . .
spare the rice field
that feeds us
opo will
will never strengthen
a people
used to being
another's monkey
* opo: tagalog for yes sir.
the meowing
of vendors selling
seasons
only you
can massage my feet
with tears
shed for the child you left
behind in samar
will buddha
step on the snails
eating rice?
deeper
inside i retreat
to the
wonderland i
painted as a child
tondo . . .
restless feet in
a dragon' belly
the trash
beside the river
tonight
reminds me of kids
swimming in the pasig
covered with
filth, the old beggar
greets winter
forever . . .
the toothless old
woman
posing for a photo
beyond the moon
spoiled rice . . .
a good day for our
worker's dog!
the monster
with his skin turned
inside out,
begging for money . . .
breathes the same air
like them, a
barren tree men
walk past
these people
love the company
of rats?
commune with cockroaches;
erase a child's dream?
scaling fish . . .
the pungent scent of
a buntis girl
* buntis: tagalog for pregnant
everywhere,
the naked little boy
without shoes
treating winter
like a children's toy
robert d. wilson
©2009
September 26-27th, 2009
i slept through
morning, waking
up to write
this tanka and watch
her bow to puzzles
mid winter .. .
the down syndrome boy
eats alone
the lantern
i bought for you
last night
was was sold to me
by lazy fireflies
darkness, rain . . .
a typhoon sleeping
on the couch
i bought my
friend a used cell phone
to text me
when she gets off work
. . . fencing canned sardines
i am not
a failure, dismissing
ghosts!
spoiled child!
you think the world revolves
around you . . .
there's more to rice
paddies than mirrors
centuries . . .
the evil around us
in crushed ice
waking up
from the same dream
every night . . .
virgins dancing
in deep gorges
storm warning . . .
the halo halo
dream of night
sleeping
above the water on
boards made
of bamboo and
dragonfly wings
starless night . . .
ghosts lighting candles
for street kids
robert d. wilson
© 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
September 24, 2009
she can't be
alone with herself
considers
sword play with wind mills
a waste of time
if i have
to drink with you . . .
we piss stars
do they wake
up beside cockroaches,
watched by rats,
the stench of feces
in humid heat?
your shell,
turtle, a refuge
from words
when i wake
up, has it been
a dream . . .
a scribble in
another's notebook?
is it the
puzzle that keeps us
floating?
the woman
she was when we
married
left home in a car
she couldn't fix
dragonfly . . .
spare the rice field
that feeds us
robert d. wilson
©2009
alone with herself
considers
sword play with wind mills
a waste of time
if i have
to drink with you . . .
we piss stars
do they wake
up beside cockroaches,
watched by rats,
the stench of feces
in humid heat?
your shell,
turtle, a refuge
from words
when i wake
up, has it been
a dream . . .
a scribble in
another's notebook?
is it the
puzzle that keeps us
floating?
the woman
she was when we
married
left home in a car
she couldn't fix
dragonfly . . .
spare the rice field
that feeds us
robert d. wilson
©2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
September 23, 2009
a slave to
the rich, arched and
flat backs
stare blankly at
themselves in mirrors
she pulled me
out of the darkness, winter
painted me into
take the gift
i bought for you . . .
burn a bridge
and watch the ashes
take my shape
before dawn . . .
look for a cloud
to water
i'm on a
toilet bowl without
a lid
watching the sun set
between a rat's legs
thick legs . . .
an ice covered
river
a cloud, she
hovers over me
breathing
the same breath
the same breath
night walk . . .
a blues harp among
gravestones
moonless night . . .
disembodied eyes stare
at the white
man walking through a
dragon's intestines
what are mirrors
to a laborer
picking rice?
she sips
brandy tonight
with the
leftover dream
she never pursued
late night . . .
hoping the moon will
lead you home
listening
to the party at
McDonalds,
calls to mind easter
sundays in a rest home
summer rain . . .
even the roosters
whisper
the light rail
carries passengers
into a
galaxy that has
no time for words
will the
song in my heart
scatter stars?
the dragon's
feces flows through
my veins
pulling me deeper
into madness
paint me
kindly, summer wind . . .
steeping tea
robert d. wilson
©2009
the rich, arched and
flat backs
stare blankly at
themselves in mirrors
she pulled me
out of the darkness, winter
painted me into
take the gift
i bought for you . . .
burn a bridge
and watch the ashes
take my shape
before dawn . . .
look for a cloud
to water
i'm on a
toilet bowl without
a lid
watching the sun set
between a rat's legs
thick legs . . .
an ice covered
river
a cloud, she
hovers over me
breathing
the same breath
the same breath
night walk . . .
a blues harp among
gravestones
moonless night . . .
disembodied eyes stare
at the white
man walking through a
dragon's intestines
what are mirrors
to a laborer
picking rice?
she sips
brandy tonight
with the
leftover dream
she never pursued
late night . . .
hoping the moon will
lead you home
listening
to the party at
McDonalds,
calls to mind easter
sundays in a rest home
summer rain . . .
even the roosters
whisper
the light rail
carries passengers
into a
galaxy that has
no time for words
will the
song in my heart
scatter stars?
the dragon's
feces flows through
my veins
pulling me deeper
into madness
paint me
kindly, summer wind . . .
steeping tea
robert d. wilson
©2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
September 22, 2009
teach me grass
to be pliable
and listen
walk in the
rain, ignore the voice
that keeps you
tied up with ropes
in a dark closet
first rooster . . .
he cannot wait
until dawn
like echoes
the rooster's crow, victims
of a dream
between masses
and faceless nights
the distant bark
of a caged dog . . .
and day dreams
they are for
nothing, these nets . . .
placed here to
placate the ghosts
this mind has painted
will buddha
step on snails
eating rice?
where will you
run to when i'm
dead and
the grass across
the street dries up?
a wife steeps
herself in the drunken
dreams of men
the sushi
of the day was the
waitress in
a tight black skirt
i couldn't say no to
the sticky
fingers of a fly
making sushi
it was as
if she'd dressed like
that for me . . .
an okra blossom
sheltered from the rain
poor flowers!
under a highway bridge
in edsa
this void . . .
the two of us
dancing
on a rope
bridge without ends
a child's eyes
skipping stones spirits
across the pond
with little
sleep, the river near
our home, guides
me into an eddy
sculpted by stares
lamb's blood . . .
the stench of a thousand
white worms
the yellow
shirts of stylists
longing
to paint rainbows
between their legs
neon eyes
short circuited
by winter
pounding rain . . .
muffled screams under
bed sheets
stained with thoughts beyond
your wildest dreams
mid autumn . . .
white clouds flying
south
again,
voices, and not from
my mind
if i have another
cup of mirror?
channelled,
the voices of vendors
hawking goods
i bathe
in the light of a
nearby moon
crocheting hate into
neutered rhinos
i too,
carabao, plow
tomorrow
you stow
away in a cloud
at night
wondering why
the candle went out
your stillness,
monkey, without the
organ grinder
to be pliable
and listen
walk in the
rain, ignore the voice
that keeps you
tied up with ropes
in a dark closet
first rooster . . .
he cannot wait
until dawn
like echoes
the rooster's crow, victims
of a dream
between masses
and faceless nights
the distant bark
of a caged dog . . .
and day dreams
they are for
nothing, these nets . . .
placed here to
placate the ghosts
this mind has painted
will buddha
step on snails
eating rice?
where will you
run to when i'm
dead and
the grass across
the street dries up?
a wife steeps
herself in the drunken
dreams of men
the sushi
of the day was the
waitress in
a tight black skirt
i couldn't say no to
the sticky
fingers of a fly
making sushi
it was as
if she'd dressed like
that for me . . .
an okra blossom
sheltered from the rain
poor flowers!
under a highway bridge
in edsa
this void . . .
the two of us
dancing
on a rope
bridge without ends
a child's eyes
skipping stones spirits
across the pond
with little
sleep, the river near
our home, guides
me into an eddy
sculpted by stares
lamb's blood . . .
the stench of a thousand
white worms
the yellow
shirts of stylists
longing
to paint rainbows
between their legs
neon eyes
short circuited
by winter
pounding rain . . .
muffled screams under
bed sheets
stained with thoughts beyond
your wildest dreams
mid autumn . . .
white clouds flying
south
again,
voices, and not from
my mind
if i have another
cup of mirror?
channelled,
the voices of vendors
hawking goods
i bathe
in the light of a
nearby moon
crocheting hate into
neutered rhinos
i too,
carabao, plow
tomorrow
you stow
away in a cloud
at night
wondering why
the candle went out
your stillness,
monkey, without the
organ grinder
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